I haven’t been home to write much.

I was planing on having a super happy post tonight, but todays events have changed that. This morning, I kissed someone on the head in a wonderful goodbye gesture, and by this evening it was all dashed. All out of my control.

I feel sick.

I really care about this woman, and I plan on sticking around hoping that things on her side even out. I realize that the previous sentence makes no sense to anyone except me, but suffice it to say that I can wait.

I didn’t sleep last night, and I probably won’t sleep tonight. Opposite reasons. I will try to though.

Goodnight.